I've read several articles lately about the rapid increase in
consumption in this country of anti-anxiety drugs and anti-depressants.
Sometimes I’m afflicted myself with sufficient anxiety about the general
state of the world, environment, and economy that I find it necessary
to cut way back on news consumption. A good proportion of other people I
know feel similarly.
In reading through comments in my journal regarding French wine-making
and agriculture, I came across the French word,
terroir. This word is
not etymologically related to our word, terror, but it suddenly struck
me that there is a less-than-obvious relationship between these two
words, as unrelated as they might normally seem, especially since
they're vocabulary in two different languages.
In French
terroir is vaguely related to our word “territory,” the
closest single-word translation to English being “region.” But in
French, the meaning is wider and more complicated than that: it's often
applied to agricultural regions, especially in relation to vineyards. It
refers to the "tang" of the soil, to rural-ness and to the countryside.
There's connection to family history and to tradition. One apt
definition I found in Wikipedia is "a sense of place."
It strikes me that in the population of the United States of America,
one source of anxiety, fear, terror certainly has to do with loss of
terroir, sense of place, contact with the soil and related work. In the
early part of the 20th century 95% of the economy was directly or
indirectly related to agriculture. (40 percent of the work force in 1940
were farmers.) Nowadays the figure is under five percent. This is not to
romanticize the hard work of farming, but simply to point out that at
one time in our history our major devotion was to a fundamental aspect of physical
reality, namely feeding ourselves.
In bringing up the idea of
terroir, most usefully translated as "a sense
of place," I'm suggesting that much of our ennui (another French-derived
word that means, variously, unhappiness, anxiety, angst, etc) has to do
with literally losing touch with reality. After all, we float in what I
like to think of as a thin tissue of lies. Our lives are saturated with
advertising, which amounts mostly to lies and fantasies about what
buying things will do for us. Our government and the corporations who
structure our lives lie to us about their intentions. The “American
dream,” which we’ve been sold as an ideal for decades is just that, a
dream, a fabrication, which nowadays is increasingly impossible for most
Americans to attain.
Furthermore, unlike in earlier decades, the hardware and software
“tools” that dominate our work and recreation rapidly grow obsolete and
must be replaced at relatively short intervals. Any skill we acquire in
connection to using those tools needs to be endlessly relearned.
Old buildings, often beautifully built, are torn down and replaced with
new ones, more in style with the times. Farmland and woodland morphs
into housing developments. Basically, we have no firm ground to stand
on. On top of that, whatever news or other information you read on the
Internet is of questionable truth. Photos and even video are easily
manipulated. We can no longer even count on the climate to remain constant.We live on screens, immersed for hours per day in this virtual world of questionable verity.
Is there any doubt that this constant flux afflicts us with anxiety,
ennui, or whatever brand of unhappiness you care to mention? We truly no
longer are blessed with a sense of place, since even the places we live
change so rapidly that they’re unrecognizable in a few short years. When
I first moved to this town of Bellingham thirty-eight years ago, you
could drive from one end to the other during rush hour in about ten
minutes. There’s not a chance of doing that now.
How do we cope with this groundlessness I’m describing? It affects us in
all domains: physical place, work, climate, social custom. Some change
is exciting and desirable, but with total absence of firm ground to
stand on, how do we know where to go?
One way I've discovered to cope with this loss of a sense of place
is to withdraw from such distractions as social networking, many of the
internet news sources, and any situation that exposes me to advertising.
Stay away from malls, in other words. Limit exposure to the news,
especially that of the “mainstream” variety. Gardening is one good way
to recover a sense of place. Being outside, preferably on a regular
basis in some relatively wild place is another one. Lacking a patch of
ground to cultivate a few tomatoes (I once grew them in an alley), I’ve
found that there’s great satisfaction and a sense of groundedness that
accrues in nurturing vegetables or flowers in pots, either indoors or out.
Oddly enough, I've found a certain reassuring sense of grounding in
watching films made in the years before TV was widespread. Some of these
films seem laughably quaint, but it's interesting and comforting to see
portrayals of life as it was before we became completely lost in a world
of electronic gadgetry. It helps that I was born in 1944, so actually
lived during a pre micro-elecronic era.
Of course this piece is written from the point of view of someone who mostly
grew up as a middle-class citizen of the USA. However, I’ve done enough
international traveling, including 3 years of residence in Belgium as a high-school student, to understand that many people who can now read
such material on the Internet live in unimaginably different
circumstances, perhaps with more “grounded reality”in their lives than
they welcome. Still, from my own reading, it’s apparent to me that
conditions in most of the world have changed radically enough, often for
the worse, that the challenge of coping with loss of firm ground and a
sense of place is a challenge for a good proportion of citizens anywhere
in the world.
Kevin Jones